Nathan, Jeff and Jared

I haven't slept alone in the past two weeks.  Jeff has been over here almost every night as he always has during this time of year.  I've known him for over a decade now and for that entire decade, including times I've had a boyfriend, Jeff has spent all of December sleeping in my bed.  He just can't do get through this month alone.  Something terrible happened to him when he was younger, which, out of respect for him, I won't go into.

I think Nathan might be getting a little jealous.  He has slept here the last two nights with Jeff and me and is over here again tonight.  He tried to start a fight with me earlier when Jeff was in the shower, but after a long debate realized how stupid he was being.  I told him Jeff needs us both right now, that it wasn't just about Jeff wanting to be with me.  Jeff won't talk about his needs or the real reason he is over, but I know he loves that Nate is here too.

I love sleeping with them:  the heat of their bodies, manly smells, muscles and nakedness.

It's an interesting dynamic we have going here.  I think on some level we are in love with each other.  I know that we are all hot for each other considering the boners that have been popping up.  If we all weren't so damn non-committal we would make an awesome threesome.  Someday maybe, but for now I am just enjoying life, my friends and these new discoveries.

We went out to dinner last night at this place on Market.  The three of us crammed in a booth together.  We were all exchanging kisses and fondling each other heavily and most definitely causing a scene. 

There hasn't been any sex yet but the sexual tension among us is at an all time high.  In fact, I'm sitting here in the living room surfing porn, writing this entry, almost totally naked and sportin wood through my calvins.  Nathan just walked in and saw me.  His cock instantly tented the silk boxers he was wearing.

I'm going to be awful lonely come January when they leave.

Comments

[Danny Boy]

Hey, Jared. Don't feel lonely. I'll be coming back to San Francisco in january. !

Dan - (just joshing, but I will be back in january if I can buy you a beer at Eagle)

[Darien]

It's cool that you're there for Jeff - but I no I'd be as jealous as Nathan is/was :-D

[chad]

Tell you what. I don't live that far from you. Come January, I'll provide a warm body for you if you need one.

[Jared]

I may take you up on that Chad. That pic on your blog of you in your younger years is so sweet! I'm a sucker for shit like that.